• WELCOME TO THE PSYCHWARD

    6th hospitalisation! The longest! How can i describe this experience? Another world where craziness reigns. Not just on the patients side but the staff also. How do u stand in the middle of such…

    November 24, 2021
  • WHAT I FOUND OUT

    I heard the other day that studies showed that people suffering from bp are all intelligent above average. The degree of intelligence provides also a set of higher or more ressources available to the…

    August 9, 2021
  • CENTERING MYSELF AFTER CHAOS

    It as been a while since I wrote. I was lost in an big emotional and existential chaos and it was very painful. Slowly but surely i am coming back to a grounding place…

    July 27, 2021
  • TRANSCENDING POLARITIES

    A life purpose in order to find some kind of balance within your mind heart and soul.…

    May 24, 2021
  • AM I UP OR NOT?

    Once you have been diagnosed BP, you are never free from the diagnosis. If you show any signs of unusual behaviors, the world will associate it to the diagnosis. Sometimes its true. Sometimes its…

    May 23, 2021
  • I MISS MANIC

    Sometimes, I miss my manic phases not full blown but on the way. WhY? Because life is much more interesting! I feel alive, connected, creative, self confident. The whole reality is magic! Everything is…

    May 19, 2021
  • I AM NOT BIPOLAR

    I would like to clear this up. I am not bipolar, I have bipolar which means that i am not my illness. It’s a part of me but it does not define me. We…

    May 13, 2021
  • SEEING BOTH WORLDS

    I work in a place (mental health hospital) where values such as non judgment, confidentiality, compassion and benevolence are promoted. Truth is, it only applies to patients not employees. I have seen a mental…

    May 10, 2021
  • I WILL BEAT BIPOLAR

    This is what i told my psychiatrist last year after my last manic episode. “You are scaring me Madame” he said looking me as if i was completely delusional. Thank you C… for believing…

    May 2, 2021