I MISS MANIC

Sometimes, I miss my manic phases not full blown but on the way. WhY? Because life is much more interesting! I feel alive, connected, creative, self confident. The whole reality is magic! Everything is possible, no fear anymore, a feeling of pure love for everyone. FREEDOM Everyone seems to be attracted to you as well. You are incredibly inspired and creative. Manic phases or hypomanic phases are addictive, everyone who is bipolar will tell you this. Once you are out of theses phases like I am now, life is boring, dull and rare are the moments of aliveness and intense connections. So maybe I should start taking drugs.? 😉 just kidding. Am already on drugs but to stabilize my moods not exhilirating them.